Today one of the girls from work came in with her baby and i felt an aching in my stomach. I really would love to have a baby. It's been 7 months and nothing has happened, maybe it is me? Is there anything i can do to help to process?? I see babies and imagine what ours would look like, would it have my eyes, phils mouth, my hair? Then it reminds me how much i want it. I know Phil would love a baby too, but to true to mens fashion, he acts all cool about it. He would be over the moon if i got pregnant. My mate in work is pregnant and i envy her, i wish it was me. I sometimes touch my stomach and imagine what it would feel like to have something inside! I have even got names in mind!
Maybe my womb is waiting until i get that new job i have been craving before allowing me another challenge? ha. I'm sure Phil won't mind all the practice, but i hope it happens soon!
2 comments:
Hayley
Buy yourself a skimpy new bathingsuit for next summer...that's when you'll get pregnant. On the serious side, you've been on my mind. I can't imagine trying for 7 months...although honestly, I know so many people who had to "try" so you are not alone. Hang in there kiddo. Stay healthy and keep your spirits up. (and "do it" a lot)
My freind and her husband tried for three years to get pregnant. It put a lot of strain on their relationship after a while so they stopped trying.
They took a holiday to Thailand and when she came back she thought she'd caught a bad oriental virus she was so sick!
... well it must have been something else because now she now has twins! Noisy little bast.. I mean angels ;)
Try not to think about it so much, just have a great time and it'll happen.
xx
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